So i've actually done alot of research on this topic, but still don't know everything about it. I've decided recently I'd like to conserve myself for who consciousness's natural law has in store for me.
I have a keen feeling that i'm here, and she's out there, and we're both holographically preparing for our meeting by cleaning our shadows and getting our life habits rooted in alignement with divine will(rather than mind will),
When its right I know it'll just happen.
For the sake of dialogue on this subject though I'll just say that I am not currently sexually active and haven't been for over a year, I do have a very strong drive however, and I only "play" if both sides are mutual and detached. And I also constantly do creative activities and love to inform folks of the conspiracies and healing approaches.
I actually still do masturbate, you could say I tame the beast and absorb the energy up the chakras and down(circulating) and do NOT ejaculate while gently yogic breathing all through out, a bit personal I know!!!
I have decided that the next "play" to occur I will not ejaculate, but approach the same way I masturbate. Now I hope this isn't innappropriate for the forums to be so blunt(you can see the american guilt brainwash is still wearing off) but I would like to ask you 'celibacy' so is this form of masturbation without ejaculating still contributing to the "ojas"? I feel it is cause I feel so refreshed after and don't have any discomfort, strange symptoms, and rarely if ever have a night emission. I do feel healthier too.
Any suggestion is appreciated.