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Hello

I came out to my family in july 03 stating that I am transgender, In a nutshell this means I am a female soul trapped in a male body and life. The opposite does exist as well.

I have received many forms of family dissaceptance surrounding the fact that is wish to have a transgender/transsexual transition, more commonly known as a sex change.

I have passed a psychiatric evaluation and am now on a waiting list of just under a year to start having a physical transition on the UK NHS

I first saw a counsellor regarding these issues on march 09th 2011 (the opening date to the 9th wave of the mayan calendar.

My kind have been seen a spritiual elders in the past and have been given all sorts of spiritual oriented names such as two spirit etc.

I wish to know what all these energy changes will bring me.

SJH,

There are many theories pertaining to the End Of Mayan Calendar predictions, including the explanation from Ian Lungold (YouTube) that the Mayan Calendar is a way of tracking Consciousness Themes Of Exploration; Co-Creation is the current theme, that is why there are increasing numbers of people waking up to the control structures, protesting and desiring positive changes and freedom from oppression. Most of the predictions generally talk about the 'Coming Of the Golden Age' where more people will be enlightened and life would be more harmonious.

Since matter is not real, time is not real (no Earth to orbit around the no Sun), our bodies are not real, and therefore your identity as a gender is also a perceptual construct for consciousness to explore itself through the human expression. If the internet is a reflection of the state of consciousness in our reality, I would say there seems to be polarised effect; some people are more into fear and some people are waking up to the illusion and seeking answers and become more into compassionate love.

Your truth is the only viewpoint which ultimately matters because our reality is really a mental and energetic projection of our collective imaginations of self. We each experience reality subjectively. However I would suggest you love yourself and see yourself as the unique expression of God self, and not allow others to dictate to you what is acceptable or not.

Understanding how wonderful and powerful each person/soul is, you will realise the ego you chose to play in this virtual reality game is just another expression among infinite expressions, if others can't accept you as you are, find like minded people to share your reality. Remember you are not your body, you are an eternal spiritual being (sexless) having human experiences, you are also both the Dreamer and the Dream.

Your belief systems and thought patterns create your reality.
Whatever properties and values you attach to an idea or thing becomes real to you, commensurate to the extent of your beliefs. So if you buy into the collective belief of disease, you will allow yourself to experience illness.

I am trying to deprogram myself from all self limiting belief systems.

For more information on the nature of reality see posts:
Re: Everything Is Energy. viewtopic.php?f=11&t=8&start=20
Can beliefs be self-perpetuating? viewtopic.php?f=11&t=3535

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We are all expressions of ONE Source - ONE Mind.
We are actors on the stage of iMAGICnation, in perpetual self exploration.
We are both the Dreamer & the Dream.
Reality is in consciousness.
I think therefore I am
I am consciousness and potentiality

I can't begin to understand your situation but did you ever consider that you are just a in touch with your feelings type of guy which by no means would make you a female. Obviously you are not a mancho man but then not all men are. I have heard of men becoming female only to hate it and want to revert back again, this would imply that it's not the right thing to do to have an operation. I hope you really seek sincere advice for your problems. It seems that now their are many confused people and just because their is an operation that doesn't make it the right thing to do. Did you consider embracing who you are and excepting you are who you are and shouldn't change the way you are. Sincerely hope you will think carefully before doing anything you might regret. Here's hoping you make the right decision for your future.

Just found this article today seemed relevant seeing as we were discussing this subject yesterday. I thought it sheds some light on this subject and I posted it so everyone could be informed and maybe will think twice about their life choices as it seems that as usuall the 'Powers that be' have an agenda and if we are not careful we will fall into the trap. Please people be informed and wise when faced with a dilema in your lives. Their is a lot of things out there trying to confuse us, as if we don't have enough troubles as it is?!
Article ' Against Sex Change For Children',
http://www.henrymakow.com/